5 years after why say goodbye

Jada and John meet after a close friend has passed away, They greet with a hug its the first time they have spoken since the have said goodbye

John "umm hi"
Jada "hi"
John "Are you okay?"
Jada "No"
John "shes in heaven"
Jada "i know"
John "you don't believe me do you?"
Jada "I don't believe in God, there's no heaven"
John "How can you look at the world and not believe"
Jada "No god would have let my best friend walk away 5 years ago or killed my other best friend"
John "I still miss you, I wish we could have been friends"
Jada "I know"
John "Im with someone"
Jada "me too"
John "really?"
Jada "no "
John "yeah im not with anyone either"
Jada "I know"
John "You always did"
Jada "Of course i loved you and i still know you like the back of my hand"
John "Yeah? I bet you weren't expecting this, want to try again?"
Jada "I was expecting that. And no"
John "I love you"
Jada "i know, I don't believe in love anymore."
John "why?"
Jada "because my best friend took my heart away 5 years ago"
John "want it back?"
Jada "No it just brought me pain I'm happy now"
John "I want to give it back"
Jada "i know"
John "here take it"
Jada "no it doesn't fit in my chest anymore."